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2009-06-12T17:21:00.001-04:00

163/365
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane

Work Hard : Party Hard

2009-01-23T11:36:00.001-05:00

Jump on it, originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

My Color Wheel

2008-09-28T22:27:00.001-04:00

my colorwheel, originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

I am slightly addicted to color theory. I seem to have a way to creep a color scheme into EVERY lesson I do with my 7th grade. I am not sure why. We were given the task to create a colorwheel during our student teaching. I still use this colorwheel to this day. Everything on this board moves thanks to VELCRO!

So, what's new?

2007-08-07T00:34:00.001-04:00

It's been a while since the last posting. Since then I had left a retail job, kept my part time gig at a local children's museum and started working my first teaching job. While teaching I was hired at another school district *that I am very pleased with*. My new job starts in the fall. After 10 weeks of 7th grade art I finished off the school year with a trip to Maui, Hawaii where I got married to my High School Sweetheart. The ceremony was a private sunset affair followed by lovely dinner with family. While in Hawaii my very loved brother in law lost his fight with pancreatic cancer. He had just turned 37. We flew home for services and family support. Life is different now. I normally have the words, I generally have some deep rooted emotion that might muster up some kind of poetic connection to this tragedy.. Not this time.

My heart breaks for my brave sister and her loss. Her life is turning the page to this new chapter and all within light speed. As a mom of a 3 year old, days must pass, never having enough time to go, do, run. Nights must stay too long. The silence of bedroom is deafening.

My life has revolved around pictures for the past 7 years. Hungry for something captured, amused by memories. I live for my photographs. Jim has been my 2 year muse for snapping shots whenever in his presence. These digital memories are like whispers of love, laughter, togetherness and candidness. When I think of Jim, I think of all the times we waited just to hear ourselves talk, never really listening to each other. Then something happened when his son was born, I started to listen. His words became valuable. I want sure at the time why.

I wasn't there for his passing, I was in Hawaii getting ready for my wedding. But I believe we had our goodbye. It was back at the hospital when the doctors said there was nothing more they could do. We embraced and his words were like pure poetry. We both looked at each other full of tears and said that we loved each other. I had never said those words to him. I am glad we had that moment. I will always remember, honor, and love my brother in law Jim.

Holey good golly.

2007-03-21T23:18:00.000-04:00

My week goes like this:

Monday: Job 1/Interview/callback/Accept teaching position(now Job 3)/Freak out.
Tuesday: Job 1/Grandmother's Brain Surgery/Job 2/Acceptence Email from RIT Fine Arts Grad School
Wednesday: Job 1/Grandmothers doin good/Job 2/48 Free Crayola color pencils
Thursday: Education Expo/Grandmother Hospital Visit/Sister Promdress Shopping
Friday: Job 2/Mom's 50th Birthday Bash

it goes up and it goes down.

2007-02-10T23:24:00.001-05:00

Laces
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Life isnt adjustable to comfort: We all start out as these shiney bright and new people in the world, and then life happens. We learn, struggle, and all along we are growing. We create bonds with other people, spirits, and souls. They come and they go. Are we all just passing by on the way to somewhere special.
Talking with my sister today I shared with her a thought I had about death, and the intimate simplicity it has. Its not this distant unknown void anymore. People come and they go. The time in between is what exactly? A young friend of ours passed away last year before 30. The question is always "Why did God have to take him/her from us?" or "Why them?.. They had their whole lives to live" - On the other hand, why isnt the question "Why am I still here?" "Why wasnt it my time?"
We are young, some die young. We are middle age, some die middle age. We are old, some die old. What I know is that we all die. We all leave this place, so if it is something we all do, why is there fear? Why is there saddness? Why is there anger?
Is it in the win or the lose? - Does that feeling stem from the fight?
I want to say that for those that are taken from us, there is pain, there will be pain. I encountered so much pain from my grandmothers death almost two years ago. She was in my thoughts daily, and nightly I cried. But time heals these things. Time will heal all things. It is all we have. There is no guarantee for anything. When it is time to go, it is time to go.

getting on with it...

2007-01-16T00:02:00.000-05:00

Happy New Year - is long overdue. Things have been hectic, and all together good since the new year. Looks like things are going smooth. We are planning our wedding and the new year has been good to us. We were in great need of the holiday season ending as soon as possible. Our wedding countdown is on and I know it will be here sooner than we could ever imagine. btw- this is my Yahoo Avatar that Ive geared up for the big count down ;)
With the 'big day' ahead I am sure all couples go through some kind of jitters, right? Well for me its knowing that I only have about 185 days left of using the last name I was given at birth. That is an interesting feeling knowing that your identity as you know it will be changing for the rest of your life. Its scary, and yet inviting? My fiance' has noticed that I am a slob. I've tried to be consistent, so this should be no surprise. lol. For those of you that are married, cheers for getting through the obstacles of wedding planning!

My Graduation

2006-12-17T13:57:00.000-05:00

I did it. I got my Bachelors Degree in Fine Arts. The journey had been an amazing one. I am still reeling over how I did it. All but my last year of school I was working full time and attending classes full time. Then again I wonder how some single moms do it with kids. I dont want to slow down or reflect - I just want to push forward and look towards a Masters program. All the lessons are away, and its time to break out the paints. I have things inside that are ready to come out. Im looking forward to painting for myself and finding out more of what Ive got goin on in this head of mine. A thanks to all that have been there, put up with me, and watched me face this storm. Its over now!

The countdown is ON!

2006-12-10T08:45:00.000-05:00

Working retail for the holidays is actually pretty interesting. There are those customer that come in line and spend about 1000.00 in one shot. There are customers that don't care about deals and savings. I found myself actually getting nausious after ringing up purchases because they are all put on credit cards. I started to look at Christmas in a new light yesterday. "You think he will like it?" "Would a 20 year old wear this?" "Is Scooby-Do the same is this character?" (Pooh). People are aimlessly purchasing gifts in hopes that the recipent will be pleased. No matter what the cost. They will put themselves in debt to make other people happy. It was pretty upsetting. So I tried to give every customer the chance to save money yesterday with coupons. I pointed out where it showed how much they saved on the receipt. They all smiled and walked away. If anything I made note of the 1.97 items coming through my line. I shopped after my shift. I spent 56 dollars on 16 clothing items. That averages $3.50 per item. My receipt says I saved 300.69 dollars. YES. I KNOW HOW TO SHOP. Happy Smart Shopping Everyone. Don't put yourself in debt. Make gifts.

Black Friday

2006-11-25T09:53:00.000-05:00

As if I wasn't stupid or insane enough, 21 days until graduation I experienced my first day working in RETAIL. I now work PT at a local department store just for some extra Holiday cash. I havent finished my training yet. I hadnt even touched a register until they threw me on the floor with Black Friday shoppers. It wasnt aweful, but I have to say- I am stilll learning. If the customer has a question - I have a question too. There is a sweet discount benefit that I hope to take advantage of for the shopping season. But for now I hope I dont loose my mind from pissed off customers. TIS' THE SEASON!

Feedback from the Masses

2006-11-19T10:03:00.000-05:00

"a person that asks a stupid question is only stupid until he has an answer, the person that doesn't ask questions - is stupid for life." With that said, we have recently had some hilarious conversations at my house. For instance,

"How would you describe the sound you hear in your head when eating coconut?" sounds dumb right? but you try to describe it.

Also, last night while we were out at a local Moe's we listed to some interesting songs while contemplating our imaginary future child's name. (Ill mention this later.) While eating burritos we listed to INXS we found many parallels to the band U2. I mentioned that INXS's song Meditate reminded me of U2's Numb. You take a listen and judge:

p.s. our child will be blessed with the name Fabio Tsatsu (pronounced cha-Choo) Nicholi Rachmananoff. We haven't decided on a middle name yet.... LOL - Yeah you can say we were in hysterics for a while.

Masters Deadline

2006-11-13T17:36:00.000-05:00

The day is approaching, the deadline for my masters application. Thank god we got out yesterday and got some outdoor pictures in before the rain. We get some great shots. and it was quick too. Now time to write my "letter of goals". What doesnt kill me - only makes me stronger. (click on the 20+ images I will be submitting for portfolio submission.)

Time is flying.

2006-11-10T09:16:00.000-05:00

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Yesterday I got hired on the spot to a local department store to hold me over for the holidays. Not having a job is disturbing, although I "work" full-time on my student teaching with overtime, but the end is approaching and I would like to work come 12/14. We will see how it goes. It seems as though there is no time for anything. I am 3 components away from mailing off my Masters degree application. Where did those undergraduate years go?

Happy Halloween Ya'll

2006-11-01T13:12:00.000-05:00

This is what happens when you teach all day, you have class all night and cant enjoy a holiday with family or friends... you photoshop.

Sunday Morning

2006-10-29T09:23:00.000-05:00

Sunday Morning
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

So far today: the clocks are set back, laying in bed was nice. French toast breakfast is allowed when there is no work to be done. We love the weekends. Coffee is like a weekend reward. This morning we were able to talk about our wedding plans. How its all coming together so nicely - and affordably. *only 8 months and 3 days till our wedding.*

Its all Elementary.

2006-10-25T09:29:00.000-04:00

Its all Elementary.
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Yesterday ended my first session of student teaching. I am now on my day off between Elementary and High School Sessions. I have to arrive bright and early tomorrow -7:40!!!! *gulp* I have to say I really did enjoy this placement. What a wonderful bunch of students (overall). I have to finish working on my notebook and purchase my cap and gown today. :o) Yay me! Half way home!

Sleeping Beauty

2006-10-15T10:21:00.000-04:00

Sleeping Beauty
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Columbus weekend we went for a nice little hike. Just north east of Lake George, Sleeping Beauty mountain is a great short hike with a rewarding rock face. It was a pity that there seemed to be an unannounced dog show at the top. There was seriously every breed of dog imaginable. This was the first time I personally experienced being warm on a peak. Silly me brought a sweatshirt for nothing. This was well needed as a break from my last semester. : ) No better way to see the autumn foliage.

Molding Young Minds

2006-10-07T21:14:00.000-04:00

1 out of 5 kids in my class:
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

It's a Bad Day Illustrated by Glin Dibley, I saw this book today and it reminded me of my the kids I teach. The constant "portable snacktime". Its so gross its humorous. I have about two weeks left at my first placement. I think I am ready for high schoolers.

Roman Sculpture

2006-09-30T12:19:00.000-04:00

Roman Sculpture
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

This was my dreaded essay question for my last teaching certificate exam. AND I EFFING NAILED IT. -however I did get the year wrong, but I knew it was a Roman statue and was Cesaer. SCORE!!!!
info:
Augustus Prima Porta- 1st C AD, marble, unknown artist
-idealized sculpture of Ceasar Augustus, first Emperor of Rome

I wont mention how some STUPID girl just sat right down in my seat and put HER thumbprint on my EXAM. Her thumbprint was practically on top of MY NAME.. How stupid is that: "Exuse me but I am seat 507", her stupid ass: "Oh I just came in and sat where ever" (as she takes another random seat I wonder how she got this far in life not knowing how to follow simple directions and have pity on her future students).

teacher bag

2006-09-24T14:36:00.000-04:00

teacher bag
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

I gave in.. I bought one.
Reasons:
1. Secretary's dont like student teachers bothering them for a hole punch.
2. All hole punchers are not STANDARD - time to bring my own.
3. It rained, and I almost had a full binder of lessons destroyed.
4. My lunch bag will fit nicely stowed away.
5. Trying to carry 4 lessons of visuals in a portfolio and a 3 inch full binder can break a person.

Mike & Colleen Engagement dinner

2006-09-17T09:37:00.000-04:00

mosaic
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

we all headed out to the Cheesecake Factory for a great dinner :)
Expect to eat BIG when you get there.. and dont even bother with appetizers.............

the playground

2006-09-14T18:11:00.000-04:00

the playground
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

This is my placement.. this little colorful cell.

by the end of the day,
the desks are covered with glue,
paperscrapes are all over,
none of the chairs are pushed in,
and I have used Purell 10 times.

If this semester is a Roller Coaster .....

2006-09-06T23:26:00.000-04:00

IM the kid on the right...............
(click on image to watch video)

First Days

2006-09-06T16:39:00.000-04:00

I just got up from an afternoon nap. Eating 90 second rice, summer squash, tomato sandwich. My first day of observation ended earlier, but I was able to watch 5 out of 7 classes. I taught one lesson off the cuff. My teacher helped me a lot with my first lesson during our lunch. One thing that comes to mind: If I ever stop caring about the children, its my time to stop teaching. There are teachers that love to teach and those that can't wait for them to leave the room. Does this come with experience? If I ever stop caring, its time for me to put in the towel. It seems to do more harm if a teacher doesn't care and sticks around? I don't know.....

It is A-Man's Super Stellar First day of Pre-School. What a big boy. Also today was my youngest sisters first day of being a SENIOR at high school. What a day. As 5pm approaches I have to start working on my lesson I'll be teaching on Monday to the 5th Grade. Self Portraits. 4 days. I think I need some chocolate to get me through.

To all Family and Friends:

2006-09-02T10:28:00.000-04:00

Click on the image for larger version. This is the take home copy of the letter that address the time that will be put into this semester.

School begins....

2006-08-29T21:41:00.000-04:00

Went to class. Came home and read this outloud to Kevin, smiled. Going to bed. Going to NYC tomorrow.

Ain't got no job....

2006-08-27T20:13:00.000-04:00

Student teaching starts in one week so my last day of work.. My last day of working for a company for 8+ years ended this past friday. I made my coworkers a goodbye video seen here. Im a visual person so it has to be done with some photos and a tune. SATURDAY - was the begining of a new life for me. I photographed a wedding, not just any old wedding- BUT my aunt Andrea's wedding. It was so much fun. Tomorrow beings my first Monday without a job. To view photos of the wedding click on the image!

Goodbye Summer

2006-08-22T16:05:00.000-04:00

So I passed my Ats-W state exam. That is one good thing. I turned 28, and will be attending my second wedding of the summer this saturday. I will be photographing that wedding as well. I just registered for my final state teaching exam CST. And will be purchasing my wedding dress sooner than anyone could ever expect. It was good. No homework, demanded studio hours, library research, and no students to teach. Been to the track a couple times got my freebies... August is not over yet but I hear September callin'. My arms are open to embrase it because I know the end of that story - December graduation. :)

Free Guster

2006-08-18T10:15:00.000-04:00

Avenue of Pines
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Mom HOOK US UP and got 6 free tickets to Guster at Spac. It was a fun time, id like to say that the singer has got to be a fun guy to tour with. He had us cracking up. Overall it was a good free concert to say the least THANKS MA'!

28 isn't so bad....

2006-08-13T09:23:00.000-04:00

This past friday I turned 28. It is really an awesome thing when you don't expect anything at all and everyone you know pulls out all the stops for your birthday. I love my family and my friends for taking the time out of their lives to spend time with me and share some laughes. That means more to me than anything. Thank you so much! I really do appreciate it!.. xoxoxo
(click on the image to see more birthday pix)

WTF?

2006-08-07T17:40:00.000-04:00

So my fiance' pings me this link to check out... "Am I seriously seeing Milk on Amazon.com?" Looking closer I read the reviews.. the handful of 494 reviews of MILK. Still I wonder... "Is this for real?" He laughs and says yeah. Okay if you have time on your hands and want a laugh: read the reviews for this gallon of milk offered on amazon.com.

Vern 76-06

2006-07-30T22:20:00.000-04:00

There are too many things in life that can not be answered. One of those things is death. But death at a young age is just not comprehensible. This is a guy that seemed to live life as though he knew it was going to be short. He was loud, fun, always having a good time. The best person to get a crowd going and make everyone feel like they were in good company. He died short of seeing the age 30. But Vern was a guy that always seemed beyond his years with all the experience that he had. I didnt know him as well as others, but that doesnt matter. If you met him once- you would never forget him. His had spirit and a simple love for life.

Clerks 2

2006-07-23T22:02:00.000-04:00

Do you remember 1994? I remember I was 2 years shy of graduating high school. I remember working in Gas Station and hating every customer that would wake me up while I slept the first 2 hours of my 5:45am-Noon weekend shifts. "This job would be great if it wasn't for the f**king customers." - Randall Graves. That is why I really enjoyed Clerks. This past Saturday night we went to see Clerks 2. Now in my late 20's it seems fitting to revisit these characters that are now in their mid-30's still searching for something better. We really enjoyed this movie, we laughed, we winced, we were repulsed. Im not sure what it is that allows us all to relate to the demeaning work of a 'clerk' so well exect the fact that we all had to start somewhere.

studying during summer ...

2006-07-17T09:20:00.000-04:00

MUST STUDY. Exam is Saturday.. YIKES!

4th of July

2006-07-05T09:23:00.000-04:00

4th of July
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Turkey Burgers, corn on the cob, salad, grapes, Dirt Dessert, helicopters, fireworks, big crowds and family. It was a nice holiday.

"Have you set a date?"

2006-06-28T15:54:00.000-04:00

WHY YES WE HAVE... But in the meantime.. isnt it just the best being engaged? Things are great. We still have to get used to the cards and gifts .. But its so great to be heading down the road to marriage. We are at the right age and place in life for this. How amazing.

*Click on the image to view the whole card*

Colorstrology?... fun and amusing

2006-06-23T13:02:00.000-04:00

Colorstrology - saw it on a tv show.. thought .. hey... I wonder what my color is.... If you are curious... Check out the website and find out what your color is!

I stumble upon the neatest things..

2006-06-21T21:18:00.000-04:00

First I would like to say that I would just love for a life that could accomodate this cool stuff.. Such as Wardrobe Refashion and swap-bot. I would love to participate in all of this stuff.. But at the moment the walls feel like they are creeping in and I am jealous of all the women out there that have the space in their home to do such awesome things :) Check out these blogs for some fun.

Back from Paris

2006-06-14T08:49:00.000-04:00

Tower
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

I have a million pictures to upload.. But here is what I have for now...Click on the image to see more.
It was a great trip.. now for the "fun" part of unpacking, doing laundry, and trying to sleep normal. :)

BIG NEWS

2006-06-03T13:39:00.000-04:00

*Click to view our photos*

Best Food Pix of May

2006-05-31T16:02:00.000-04:00

I visit Bakingsheet to drool. Generally I find visiting this blog inspirational for getting in the kitchen and doing some damage. I love just about everything about the posts.. You should visit it and add it to your favorites if you haven't already. I am posting this pix for the Does My Blog Look Good in This? event. These are my "Texas size" chocolate cupcakes with homemade frosting in purple. We ended up having too many in the house and my boyfriend brought the rest to work for his (very manly) coworkers to devour. ONLY real men bring purple cupcakes with sprinkles to work with them. Visit the rest of my food porn for more eye candy!!!

Got Bugs?

2006-05-30T11:48:00.000-04:00

DON'T SQUASH THEM!! BEDAZZLE THEM! ~ Well it looks like the hot new thing is to bedazzle your bugs preferably a hissing cockroach. The hot new couture item is to have your cockroach on a thin chain leash and let him wander on your body. Visit the designers website for more info. What will they think of next.

Hangin wit' my peeps

2006-05-26T08:53:00.000-04:00

Got to chill with my homeboys yesterday .. what a fun time at the park!
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Looking forward to...

2006-05-23T08:57:00.000-04:00

What is there to look forward to, the weather has been poopy, and Ive been working some extra hours due to being so broke. OH YEAH...........
My vacation is coming up!!!!!!!!!! WHO-haaaaaaaa!

DAMN......................

2006-05-16T22:32:00.000-04:00

grades
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

I guess this is what happens with you deprive your body of sleep. I know life has been shitty for some people but right now,,, this feels damn good.

Happy Mother's Day

2006-05-14T16:01:00.000-04:00

My 5th Pearl Jam show.. oh yeah

2006-05-13T08:45:00.000-04:00

Here of my Videos of the show!
Friday, May 12, 2006

Here are my pix of the show!!!
Click on either to view!

Okay Im ready.

2006-05-11T17:27:00.000-04:00

Can you tell? I picked up these lovely gems at the local book store. OH the places I will go!!!

The nature of gratitude

2006-05-09T20:55:00.000-04:00

It all starts with a seed. Its amazing what "god" or "a higher power" creates and destroys. Is it all a large plan? Is someone in control? Why do we have 'times to go'? If you knew when your time was, would you live your life differently? Would you love more? Would you risk more, enjoy more, strive more, or listen more?
I sit here. Blood pumping, fully aware of the organs that are working on their own. They work without my control, a fee or surveillance. We lay down at night with the faith that we will wake in the morning. A blind faith. My relatives are in car drive distance from me. I wonder if they know they are loved. Do they know I am thankful? A product of their upbringing- a person succeeding due to their efforts and outcomes. I am effected by the challenges life brings us everyday. I inhale longer, look closer, enjoy more that I know we are not here forever. And when we leave life still goes on. While we are present we should be thankful. Life is a gift.

ahhhh crits....

2006-05-07T00:37:00.000-04:00

Will have to catch this flick! Already I miss critique....

one week away...

2006-05-04T23:57:00.000-04:00

Excited? Why Yes I am! I get to see PJ next friday.
Ironic I ate like a TON of guacamole today....
mmmmmmmm.
Check out Letterman tonight..
then check out the webcast!

The end of days...

2006-05-04T19:46:00.000-04:00

My last day teaching my 5th grade. I am not about to reflect just yet on my semester. There is still work to be done. All I can say is that sleep never felt so gooooooooooooood.

Last Lap.

2006-05-02T21:03:00.000-04:00

"Newbie, can ya gimme a little trouble, I'm in a little help here" - Scrubs.

There is no time for sleep. These are the colors of my world. Last week. Let the checklists, calendar, syllabus, countdown begin. That's right.

Im a fighter. It won't take me laying down.

DNA mornings..

2006-05-01T16:03:00.000-04:00

DNA mornings..
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

If you read the bottom, you start to wonder what type of lifestyle people must have. To be able to test 10 different men to be the Father of your child , and still no results. The window of conception has to be about two weeks? right?
GROSS. right? Then why is this addicting. When I was starting college Springer was amusing. Now Maury on a daily basis has DNA tests.
What I think is the funniest thing - the woman that has not found the father yet tells the men that are now "baby-free" that 'God will punish you.' Is this woman serious? This is just another supporting example my idea: Children should be 'given' to people that have passed a certification exam to raise them.

iConcert

2006-04-29T11:34:00.000-04:00

I visit a blog that posted a personal top 5 worse songs. This got me thinking of the concerts I had been to. I figured Id try very hard to remember all the 'big' concerts (not local shows - those would be endless) that I have attended. They are not in perfect order. What concert do you regret going to?

Journey
Joan Jett
John Cougar Melloncamp
Gloria Estavan
Puff Daddy/Mace/Lil' Kim/Jay-Z/Busta' Rhymes
Boyz II Men/Destiny's Child
Rush/Candlebox
Bush
Nine Inch Nails/Marilyn Manson/Jim Rose Sideshow Circus
Gwar
Joan Jett (again)
Pat Benatar
Pearl Jam 1st & 2nd/Ben Harper
John Cougar
Bon Jovi
Bush/Moby
Moby (again)
Green Day
Rob Zombie
Mighty Mighty Bosstones
Crystal Method
Lynard Skynard
Neil Diamond
Pearl Jam 3rd
Tool (as a Perfect Circle)
Tori Amos
Simon & Garfunkle
Pearl Jam 4th
Green Day 2nd
Stained/3 Doors Down

Furniture is here.

2006-04-26T12:41:00.000-04:00

Its here! Its here! we have shopped around.. and had our eye on this bedroom set for years. We finaly took the step and purchased it. We are all grown up now. We love Stickley Furniture. :)

Free stuff is my bag.

2006-04-25T16:44:00.000-04:00

Free stuff is fun. Two free things in one day.. is indulgent fun! :) and I had a lot of fun today :) Free smoothies at Dunkin Donuts and Ben and Jerry's were nice to their patrons today.

Bedroom BEFORE

2006-04-23T13:45:00.000-04:00

bedroom BEFORE
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Our furniture arrives Wednesday - so we took all precautions this weekend to empty out the room for the 6 new pieces of furniture. I will repost the update THURSDAY. (if I have the time)

*update* - no food porn for this, but: What do you do with one turkey patty, one vidalea onion, some parsley, a clove of garlic, two tablespoons of extra-virgin olive oil, and 3/4 leftover Barilla Mushroom pasta sauce? YOU MAKE A KICK ASS YUMMY MEAL. It was a concoction that looked scary but was so good we ate ourselves into food comas. :o)

I'm an Ebay animal...

2006-04-19T14:18:00.000-04:00

Kevin made me do it. I am not new to the ways of Ebay. I have bought and sold on this mighty internet tool. Since the wee-young ages of my life I have always had the drive to get what I wanted. My earliest memory@ 7-8 years old: I was bored at my mother's friend's baby shower UNTIL a gift was opened and it was this teddy bear that immediately I fell in love with. I HAD TO HAVE IT. (I later bought that bear for myself at that very young age.) I am not one to be possessed by materials. But some things take control. And there is no price that is too high for the gratification which is a purchase that is desired from the gut. So I found this dress on ebay. Its a Banana Republic Silk evening dress. I won it, and of course I had to because my boyfriend (which is another example of getting what I want) taunted me to purchase. "Rebecca, you always get what you set your mind to..." DAMN I couldn't loose this dress. It should be at my door shortly. I have already deemed this my Wedding #1 and Wedding #2 of August dress. - Ill stretch it to say maybe a graduation dinner dress? LOL we shall see.

Happy Easter

2006-04-15T13:42:00.000-04:00

Happy Easter Weekend Everyone!

Why?

2006-04-14T09:11:00.000-04:00

Does God really only give you what you are able to handle? I don't know what to think of that theory. My sister and my brother in law have to be one of the strongest couples ever if that is that case. Their nephew was hit by a car lastnight. My brother in law has also found out that his cancer came back this week. Who in their right mind would do this to a family? I don't question my faith, but if there was ever a test of strength and faith - this would be it. This is a stress/pain that would not even be wished on enemies. I can only ask to please send prayers and good wishes to their family during this hearbreaking time.

Sr. Vey

2006-04-13T20:03:00.000-04:00

Your Observation Skills Get A B-

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)
And it takes something big to distract you!

How Observant Are You?

Your French Name is:

Isabelle Collard

What's Your French Name?

Who Should Paint You: Andy Warhol

You've got an interested edge that would be reflected in any portrait
You don't need any fancy paint techniques to stand out from the crowd!

What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

Pearl Jam Retrospective

2006-04-08T23:50:00.000-04:00

My ticket... My love..
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

My love of Pearl Jam began in 1992- Over the summer going into 8th grade. I was about 13 years old. I was 18 years old when I first was able to see Pearl Jam live in concert at Downing Stadium Randall's Island New York City, 9/28/96. I was lucky to catch the show the next day too 9/29/96 same location. My third concert was much later at Saratoga Performing Art Center 8/27/00 the first Sold out performance at SPAC. The last time I was able to attend a show was 04/29/03 - Pepsi Arena: Albany, NY. I am so excited to be attending my 5th show!(can you tell?)

Senior Show Steadily Approaching

2006-04-04T22:37:00.000-04:00

Senior show is steadily approaching. Our second meeting was this evening where we were given our 5 promotional postcards for friends and family. Because this is a credit course we must prepare, hang and put together the show as a student body. This should be fun. Opening reception is April 21st 5pm. CAN NOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!

High Expectations?

2006-04-03T11:24:00.000-04:00

Life is what you make of it. I am learning that not everyone is interested in what you have to say. When noone wants to listen, you turn to your blog. Am I too one sided? I am too needy? Is it a shame to want to share something exciting? There are only a select few people in my life that care about what I'm doing with my life. Many have no clue or participate at all. Some people dont even know who I am. I guess the blow to the ego is when those closest lose interest and just walk away. Even harder is when those closest say I'm sick of hearing about it. Well, Its my life, and I am working harder than ever to get somewhere. When I get there - Ill know who has been there with me. With everything there is a lesson - Placing high expectations on people is dangerous. If they dont follow through the frustrating disappointment isnt even noticed. Why would I want to hurt myself like that. - Im checking out.

Undergrad Show

2006-03-25T08:34:00.000-05:00

Show
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

This years Art show went great. It was fun being a co-chair and it was even more exciting getting the Hy Rosen Scholarship award. :) Here I am with two of my professors, Mr. Rosen and the other winner. Thanks for my mom and my sister for showing up and having a good time too :)

Sick

2006-03-19T13:43:00.001-05:00

I dont get sick often. But when I do, it seems like I am always alone. So I am home sick on the weekend and am praying for a miracle to get me through this week.

Sneezing - often
Coughing - makes me ache
Eyes - burning...

Yeah I would say Im sick.

She's got a ticket to ride

2006-03-18T00:41:00.000-05:00

We've got them. Our itinerary is set. Our June trip to France and Italy is one step closer to happening. Actually, this is the first step. I am more excited that I could have imagined to see Paris and Rome, maybe Florence. We shall see how it goes.... No worries. I will be using my camera religiously. And I have promised my boyfriend I will not become a planning crazed fool. I hope to maintain a "go where the day takes you" mentality on the trip. - By June, I think I will be brain dead from this semester anyway, so he doesn't have much to worry about.

oh boy oh boy oh boy oh boy.....!

Sunsets...

2006-03-12T13:29:00.000-05:00

Sunsets...
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

I am frustrated. My heart sunk when i saw the sign... that aparments and townhouses will be filling the very space i enjoy to watch sunsets. The view from Hayners with my ice cream and good company will now be overlooking construction. This summer will be bitter sweet, the sun will set on the beautiful sunsets.

Illustration Friday "Tattoo"

2006-03-10T08:46:00.000-05:00

Well, Im going to post my painting I worked out last spring. It fits this weeks theme "Tattoo".
For more paintings visit my site :)
For more illustrations and art workVisit Illustration Friday!

Martha Builds Homes!!

2006-03-09T08:38:00.000-05:00

Martha Stewart has teamed up with KB and is designing homes! Dreams do come true! take a look - blueprints havent been posted yet but COULD YOU JUST DIE!!!

PEARL JAM on tour...

2006-03-07T15:53:00.000-05:00

And coming to my home town. What a good day. :)

12 May
Albany
New York
Pepsi Arena

Showtime: 7:30 p.m.Doors Open: 6:30 p.m.Ten Club On Sale: 3/9/06 10 a.m. Pacific timeTen Club Ticket prices: $114.40 per pairInformation: See the Ten Club Ticket Info page.Public On Sale: TBA

New free download can be found here.

Album to be released MAY 2

Celebrity Look-a-like

2006-02-28T18:34:00.000-05:00

OH NO - Kiki... ugh.. Go to this site and see what celebrity they say you look most like.... OH and btw... ASHTON?? omg.. no. PLEASE check it out for yourself!!!

A piece of me

2006-02-28T14:44:00.000-05:00

a piece of me
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Show goes up Wednesday... Ill be leaving this behind for those who show some interest :)
I hope my stuff doesnt stink like burnt espresso when I get it back :)

Yaris or Xa?

2006-02-24T11:51:00.000-05:00

I dont anticpate that my 96 Toyota 'Crayola' will poop out on me anytime soon, but it is always fun to look. Ive been seeing some nice small cars on the road, that remind me of a more European style car. Here are two cars that are would be interested in : Scion Xa (on the left) and the 2007 Toyota Yaris. The Yaris is super affordable, I would have to sit in one to see if I could fit :) I'm a big fan of 'Yotas merely because my car is the most reliable thing. I have only owned two cars in my life. - Yes OWNED.. I fear making payments again. But it is nice to keep my eyes open.

Teaching Day 2

2006-02-20T11:08:00.000-05:00

Teaching is great - One of my students gave me a drawing she made of me before I started teaching. It was the sweetest gesture. My second class went well although the teacher informed my my lesson would be cut 15 minute short - I was not a happy camper. Soo needless to say their Japanese scroll drawings are not finished. This week they have off so Ill need to finish up the lesson next week. I am excited to finish up their work and attach them to a nice scroll like I said I would due to their good behavior. I am working on their next lesson, a graphic design lesson. THIS SHOULD BE FUN.

Happy Valentines Day

2006-02-14T00:01:00.000-05:00

I hope everyone has a happy valentines day. My love is in Egypt. My heart is with him. All the years, all the time, all the miles, all the emails and phone calls: it has brought us so far. This week with him away, Ill be making coffee for one, and my mind brings me to a breezy car ride we once took to a park. Quiet moments bring me to memories like this. Of how I would drive for hours to see him. A person changes in a car when they are driving to such a destination. I enjoy these memories we made. Youth is an amazing bottle of energy, bliss and beauty. We were, and are unstopable. Cheers to all the diehard romantics, the high school sweethearts, and cheers to second chances.

3am comes early,...

2006-02-13T10:01:00.000-05:00

paint
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Days are longer than they should be - in a sense that i need to use every waking hour. Work is never finished. I mean never. As soon as one thing is finished there is something else due that same day. My bills are getting larger, my pay is getting smaller, and my mind is loosing some screws.... This too shall pass.

Off he goes...

2006-02-10T12:46:00.000-05:00

He's off to Eygpt. I'm bummed more than anything. Although life is hectic for me.. and school is consuming, hugging goodbye is so wrong. I want him to stay home. I am going to keep busy with my own "Book Club" reading assignments for class. This includes:

First day.....................

2006-02-09T15:57:00.000-05:00

THIS IS the first day I had a class to myself. Taught my first lesson. One down - Nine to go. It went very well I must say. Some bumps in the road - but my students have a great understanding of how to get quiet quick. I will be rewarding them through Art History quizing next Thursday. I enjoyed seeing all the work they produced. And I made it. I wasnt worried a bit. My professor is so amazingly inspiring, and encouraging.

Happy Birthday BLOG

2006-02-04T09:50:00.000-05:00

Happy Birthday to my Blog!
It is one year old. Awweeee...

Illustration Friday

2006-02-03T22:35:00.000-05:00

I think it's his baby. .. .. His Stickley Leopold's Blue Leather Tufted CHAIR : you dont get much more cozy than this... I remember the first time I sat in it.. He said.. "That is the ugliest chair I have ever seen".... 'NO' I replied.. 'you HAVE to sit in this thing!"... He did.. and he fell in love with it. He wanted it in blue leather.. I would have loved it in a paisley or cute gingham :)

U gotta B kidding..

2006-02-01T23:55:00.000-05:00

Listening to NPR on the way to Studio, I heard a man being interviewed about his Aibo. What took my interest was that it was being discontinuted by Sony. I have never heard of a Aibo - yeah maybe i saw something like this on the Today Show.. but... never looked into it. The interview goes on to inquire how much this one man has invested in this now discontinued robot dog product.. (drum roll) 95,000.00 worth or robotic pups. YES. His reasoning behind it was now that the kids are grown, his penny pinching years were over, so he invested in Sony Aibo's. There is a name for the owners of these things "Aiboners". ONE of these things will set you back $2300.00- I now tend to think the owners are appropriately named. In other news NASA is getting Bored!

Wedding?... OH yeah...

2006-01-31T18:33:00.000-05:00

I missed it. Martha's Wedding episode. But there are some great tools, and tips on the site! I cant get enough of this stuff. I must say, I am getting pretty excited about this year, but in the meantime, I don't give this stuff much thought anymore. School has overcome me. It is like I am in robot mode. Working its just a burden. But then again, K bought a treadmill for our health. I think ill be using some of the images from MSL site to create a wall of motivation to stare at when I am treading away..lol

Monday Again?!

2006-01-23T08:22:00.000-05:00

This weekend was chuck full of stretching canvas, sketching, reading about children and their Art, thinking up lesson plans, and getting through this book! I would suggest this to anyone - It was a good read, easy to get through and some good humor. She documents her first year of teaching, - It is a bit mentally exhausting - Just because you sympathize with her struggles and all her efforts. After that she still gets flack from Administration.

HAPPY MONDAY!!!

Illustration Friday -Cats

2006-01-20T19:08:00.000-05:00

Cats
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Illustration Friday this week is CATS. Oh the memories of all the cats I have owned over the years of my life, Plick... Madison.. :( I wish my boyfriend was not allergic. I miss having a cat around. Here is my sisters cat "Chandler Bing" - he loves to head butt and give a lot of affection.

Valentines Day approaching...

2006-01-20T10:27:00.000-05:00

Happy belated National Popcorn Day! Yeah that sounds weird, but apparently 1/19 is National Popcorn day :)
Dale & Thomas Popcorn is a great company that offers a great product. If you are in search of some handy Valentines day gifts for you loved one. Here is a list of places you can shop for your sweetheart:
Red Envelope - great sentimental keepsakes, for men and women
Bath & Body works - everyone likes to smell nice
Godiva - Chocolate * that's all I need to say
Tiffany - hey.. A girl can dream
martha's Flowers - Flower her with love :)
Clinique - Happy Heart is a personal fav! *and free shipping
Mary Kay - Give her her fav colors!

5th Grade!

2006-01-19T16:48:00.000-05:00

This semester I have 5th graders. I was assigned my class grade today for the spring semester lab teaching. I am pretty excited to have a grade that will have spunk and energy. There are so many things that can be done with this grade level. Im excited to see what they creatively come up with. My only concern is honing in on my classroom management skills and control the classroom properly :) I am a senior in college finally. Well... At a 4 year college. :) I cant wait to graduate in the fall. Also, I picked up some canvas today - YES canvas. I will be leaving my tiny paintings behind me and experimenting with some large stretchers. Im not sure what I will be painting just yet, but I have some brainstorming to do. As for this weekend: it should be CHUCK full. I have a book to complete, 5-6 lesson plans to come up with 4 chapters to read, and some paintings to work on!!! AND its only the first week of school LOL..

Illustration Friday "E is for..."

2006-01-15T11:18:00.000-05:00

So far, I havent checked out anyone elses work on Illustration Friday. I chose Eternity. I am curious if this word has already been done. I have a trinity knot ring that my boyfriend picked up in Ireland a couple years back. I wearing all the time on my left ring finger. Its three equal arcs represent equality, its continuous line expresses eternity, and interweaving represents indivisibility. *in other news* My good friend Barb came over for some dinner lastnight and to discuss what paintings and photos I should show at a local Starbucks for the month of March. Sorta excited, but I am just doing it for an audience, not for sales. That is such a grey area for artist I believe. My boyfriend, Barb and I sat discussing that detachment to art, and whether or not to take that leap- and what does it do for you? Why let go?

Real Age?

2006-01-10T17:24:00.000-05:00

In keeping with the theme of aging,, -I went on Realage.com and learned I am not as young and I want or hope to me. I want to believe this is due to stress, and haveing no basic schedule to my life, I am strapped to a computer desk or in a class. I cant wait to have a normal lifestyle and take my ass to a gym. If you think you are your real age.... GUESS AGAIN.!! but hey you might be younger? you never know.. Hey - take this quiz (the long one) and post your real age here :)

Illustration Friday

2006-01-08T20:10:00.000-05:00

This week Illustration Friday is "Sea". Im not in the "sea" mood, merely because it is 30 degrees outside my door, and I just took down my Christmas decor. Today I visited my 92 year old Great Grandmother. She has Alzheimer's and does not respond to much. Her body is slowing down, and she sleeps very often. Its seems like the more I see her in this state, those memories of her in the past are overridden by her present state. She had energy, that woman (the way I prefer to remember her). I mentioned that how amazing it was to be 92 years old, and we should be so lucky to make it that long. And the comment was made, I hope we don't make it that long. - This gets me thinking. Is life worth living if your only existing? Your memory is gone. Everyone is a stranger now. How incredibly horrible, or blissful? Who is to know? This is a picture of her, her daughter, her two grand daughters, two great grand daughters, and two great- great grandsons.

Twenty Somethings

2006-01-05T10:49:00.000-05:00

whooped my ass
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Yesterday Barb turned 28, I will too this summer. We talked about life, a lot about love, accomplishments and struggles. 30 seems so far away for people that still feel 18 inside. I wonder if all twenty somethings feel this limbo of enjoying dumb young fun vs. committed quality investing. Its a race, and noone knows the wiser who is in the lead, or what the rules of the game are. I guess we will know when we get there.

Love to bake..

2006-01-02T16:16:00.000-05:00

I have an affection.. for baking. For making the kitchen an absolute disaster. For using every untensil, every measuring cup, and filling the dishwasher completely. Im not sure if this is a disorder. But, the two cookbooks I have gotten from christmas have been a JOY to have in my kitchen. My brain thinks internet- (run up stairs google search a recipe, print and cook.) It has been so fun to cook from cookbooks!! This may sound dumb, but it really is a joy. Our family cookbook is almost complete. We have used every resource known to our family to get this done. I hope to have it out very soon!

2005 Year in Review

2005-12-30T16:04:00.000-05:00

2005 was - 12 months. 3 weddings, 2 new babies, countless cities, a road trip, a first plane trip with eachother, endless prayers and 1 dearly missed grandmother.. This year has brought some ups and downs. 2005 shook my family in some of the worse ways possible. From beginning to end. But there is a fearlessness that has been earned by the women in this family. A strength can not be matched by a survivor in the family. And one little man that made this year one of the best years yet. (click on image to visit photos)
January- We enjoyed a revisit to "Rotten-vester"
February- Got to visit "The Gates" in NYC.
March- I colored my hair? what was that about.
April- Cancer. He kicked its ass. This Blog began.
May - Nan, I see your signs, and know you watch over us.
June - "Aint nothing gonna break my stride, aint nottin gonna hold me down. oh no.. Ive got ta keep on movin"
July - Its good to be alive. The sun is for soaking, and pools are for jumping in.
August - 27, Tepee, nude beaches visit to cape, Marthas Vineyard, NYC and Spamalot.
September - I never want to go apple picken' again without my little man!
October - Florida weddings and Dali is amazing. (lesson learned sometimes planning is good, sometimes letting go is good too)
November - Junior Review passed with flying colors. Pancreatic walks for a cure are a cause everyone should donate to.
December - Friends are just as important as family. We depend on eachother, and shouldnt be taken for granted. Christmas is a time for togetherness.

We live our lives from day to day, we shouldnt forget that what we do is our legacy. Who we are paves the way to our future. Live life like you dont have tomorrow. Dont regret things you have done, its a part of who you are now. Take the time to listen, because love is in the details.
Happy new year everyone, best wishes in 2006!

Holiday Party

2005-12-29T00:14:00.000-05:00

all set
Originally uploaded by rebeccashane.

Well our 4th annual Holiday Party, although on a weekday went very well. I couldnt ask for a better bunch of friends. What an amazing group of people to share the holiday with, have some food, and enjoy some laughs. Thanks for everyone that took the time to come. I really really had a great time and it wouldnt have been what it was with out every one of you. :) XOXOXO - Ill see you next year! (with a better theme of course)

Holiday Ill Fri.

2005-12-26T22:32:00.000-05:00

A quick one for Ill Friday. It's been months since i posted anything.

Christmas

2005-12-26T13:48:00.000-05:00

Christmas was great, I got some really really nice things, everyone liked their gifts. My family was close by and everyone was happy. We had such a nice day. My nephew is a super-genius. My mom has become the worlds best shop-aholic. And I have become closer to my sisters then ever. My Dad liked all his gifts, and my step-mother finally didn't over shop. This was a good year. My boyfriend and I are very excited about the new year. We have big plans. I just cant wait.

*Chirstmas morning homemade Marshmellows for Hot Chocolate found here...

Naughty or Nice?

2005-12-05T09:10:00.000-05:00

Have you been good this year? Check here at this website?....
I have been nice. So maybe Santa will bring coal in the form of diamonds this year?........ hey ya never know?
"Rebecca : Nice, with a few exceptions. Needs to be nice to everyone not just friends. Could try a little harder when things are tough. Good sense of humor. Made list last year. Needs to be good all December."

All in a bottle...

2005-12-04T11:39:00.000-05:00

Would this be good? Should this be tried? I was in NYC yesterday and they have all the latest drinks.. Why cant we have this fun in our town. Is this for 500lb people or created by 500lb people? I mean seriously. Snapple pies - fruity.. but to add the flavor of flakey crust... omg. And I think Jones Soda takes the blue ribbon for grossness. The have released a line of holiday flavors such as : Brussels Sprout with Prosciutto, Cranberry Sauce, Turkey & Gravy, Wild Herb Stuffing, and Pumpkin Pie, Broccoli Casserole, Smoked Salmon Paté , Turkey & Gravy, Corn on the Cob, and Pecan Pie.

Eggshells?... you couldn't pay me enough.

2005-11-30T13:38:00.000-05:00

I have the most interesting conversations with my peers in class. One of my friends that keeps my laughing with lives little moments of frustration and insanity, we recently discussed the elitist styles of some people, let them be coworkers, professors, family members and people in general. It is just the funniest thing to talk about how we can not stand elitist. And yet we have some of the same chemical make up of our own. I have been so lucky to be told what kind of person I was (with out asking). The solicited criticism/ gentle attack of my character has got me thinking. Should my new years resolution be to alter my state of thought/being? Or should it be to slide my shoes off and gently walk on eggshells? Dare I propose a third option of keeping to myself.... hm.. 2bcontinued.

rebeccashane

163/365

Work Hard : Party Hard

My Color Wheel

So, what's new?

Holey good golly.

it goes up and it goes down.

getting on with it...

My Graduation

The countdown is ON!

Black Friday

Feedback from the Masses

Masters Deadline

Time is flying.

Happy Halloween Ya'll

Sunday Morning

Its all Elementary.

Sleeping Beauty

Molding Young Minds

Roman Sculpture

teacher bag

Mike & Colleen Engagement dinner

the playground

If this semester is a Roller Coaster .....

First Days

To all Family and Friends:

School begins....

Ain't got no job....

Goodbye Summer

Free Guster

28 isn't so bad....

WTF?

Vern 76-06

Clerks 2

studying during summer ...

4th of July

"Have you set a date?"

Colorstrology?... fun and amusing

I stumble upon the neatest things..

Back from Paris

*BIG NEWS*

Best Food Pix of May

Got Bugs?

Hangin wit' my peeps

Looking forward to...

DAMN......................

Happy Mother's Day

My 5th Pearl Jam show.. oh yeah

Okay Im ready.

The nature of gratitude

ahhhh crits....

one week away...

The end of days...

Last Lap.

DNA mornings..

iConcert

Furniture is here.

Free stuff is my bag.

Bedroom BEFORE

I'm an Ebay animal...

Happy Easter

Why?

Sr. Vey

Pearl Jam Retrospective

Senior Show Steadily Approaching

High Expectations?

Undergrad Show

Sick

She's got a ticket to ride

Sunsets...

Illustration Friday "Tattoo"

Martha Builds Homes!!

PEARL JAM on tour...

Celebrity Look-a-like

A piece of me

Yaris or Xa?

Teaching Day 2

Happy Valentines Day

3am comes early,...

Off he goes...

BIG NEWS